ERER.

where are you.
i am fucking pissed upset here.
SUCKS, totally.
and i just signed the contract on Saturday; if what had happened could happen earlier, i wouldnt sign the damn contract and ask for an air ticket home.
STUCKED HERE FOR 2YEARS, yes, imagine?


NEBEI.

I watched this show last night.
four single ladies, oh wait, i mean AUNTIES who are unmarried.
desperate for love and hagged.
FFFF, no way am i gonna be like that.

Chu'en is so not gonna be a 40year old virgin.
yucks.

chuen is in the office now.
manage to steal a post since supervisor is not beside me.
i just read wanlin's blog... very happy for you. =)
and you know what, i am also very happy here.
i admit, i cried the moment i touched down at the airport.
for i was super alone. think it's kinda of like Fear rather than being sissy.
to step on a LONER journey is depressing!
by hook or by crook, the plane will be leaving and you fraking have to catch it.
bidding farewell to ffriends and family behind the glass panel and walking away...
starring thru the plane's window into the dark skys, unfamiliar passengers all from Philippines!
upon arrival, Jun's friend was still thru his sleep and not picking me up from the airport.
i walked through the complicated layout of the airport searching for the carpark to where i could find the driver.
i had no aim to be exact, i am just walking along and waiting for things to happened.
when i reached my condo, my room mates are all not home, or rather they were sleeping since there are shifts, i freaking stood outside the door for 30mins, not knowing wat to do. but precisely, i always tell and remind myself that, "wateva doesnt kill, makes me stronger."

THANK GOD, for i am enjoying and love my life here right now, aprt fromphuturing with my girls!!!
so deprived. haha.

A week left to the phils!
and today would be my final monday in singapore for this yr! haha.
gonna meet up with the TL ex-crew for dinner tonight...
well, luggage unpacked, but packed with meetups and more meetups!
here's plan!

	Day	Noon	Night
Mon	SLEEP / pack luggage	FREE	TL pals!
Tue		Aunt Yvonne for sushi!	XH, Alvin, Ben
Wed		Cheryl + Esther (SHOPPING!)	Phuture!!!
Thu		jun?	Polymates or Jori's?
Fri		Grand's day!	PHUTURE!!!
Sat		XH + YL for Coach PS!	be good and pack luggage at home.
Sun	GOODBYE. Flight at 0600HR!

bad.       GUAGUA. i'll be flying on jetstar, and it's JET SAVER. nabei
bad.       and i just found out from jun that i would be acommodated with 5 other ppl in a condo, sharing a room, i repeat, SHARE?
bad.       things are super expensive there as compared to Singapore.
bad.       a broom can cost like S$10 where i can get it here for like S$2?
good.    ok, prolly cos i'm like staying at makati city, ayala which is equivalent to the Orchard rd of Spore.
ok.         and. the distance of my condo to office would be something like fareast to plaza sing.
GOOD.  nevermind that, cos there will be driver.
bad.       not very satisfied with my probation pay. can be better, muchmuch better.
ok.          there is allowance.
good.     i have jun with me.
bad.       cos i'm not familiar with the place and news have been reporting negative threads.
good.     nice beaches.
bad.       60hr/wk.
ok.          21days annual leave.
BAD.      missing all the 21st BDAY in actions! damn.

8bads. 4goods. 3oks.
for all the bad points, im really accumulating thoughts of discontentment in my stomach.
cos it's something which i'll have to deal with to make it better, but there's nothing much i can do about; except the pay! which im sure i'll definitely fight for a very very GOOD and really satisfying one. for all i know, im actually going there all in the name of $$$. yes, i love money, im a money face, call me moneyslave; im not bothered by it. i want to feel the complacent of hard-earned money so that all the sacrifies will be trifles as compared.

still feeling sored; jetstar siah.

erer just texted me.

wun be able to commit anymore nights for me.
ffff. i only have 12days to go.

HAPPY!

was at Suntec and got a hard disk. maxtor 320GB @ $219, red.
it's supposed to keep at the photos and songs which are pretty
much OVERWHELMING.


FFFF.

just tried. it's bloody not working. knn.
OLIVER! pls help.

Dear all,

I would like to take this opportunity to dedicate this posting to a very special friend whom I've known barely for like, half a year? HAHA. Precisely! But hey, we are drop dead HAPPY together can. =)

Well... She had super damn ugly black liners and LV bag which looks so fake when she just joined Tigerlive, where we met. Trust me, we are all like anti her... except for a FEW guys given the fact that, she's "BIG". hmmm. eventually, i mentored you for hosting, supper kakis... and den, CLUBBING. heh, thanks to you, i'm a clubaholic now. fwahs!

and there's real silly moments together... daring each other to stupid; asking for discounts in restaurant and flirting with waiters. REAL stupid clown acts; who would actually do cockster dance under surveillance camera with Rihanna's song. Times where we curse and swear, growing fat with CHEESECAKES. oh yes, please behave when you club next time! no more RIDE from strangers can!

CHERYLELIZABETHSOHLEER, forget me not! =) 

Love me,
sunshine lover.

rain rain come again.
haha, am i crazy! no more rain please! unless im staying at home and pigging my noons out. im trying to keep my regime of regular posting, not too bad, 2/2days so far. =) met up with ANDY LAU, yes that's his name! will be involved with an event on coming Friday so there we are, at HYATT level 20 which is so damn atas, for briefing!

task involved.
1. GOODIE GOODIE, i like....
2. BUGGY RIDING! can you imagine! oh hohoho. just to give out TIGER BEER. sheesh, seem like we have an affinity with that.
3. make all our guest happy, all ATAS people can!!! maybe i will hook up a handsome, uncle.
4. to smell good.

how fun, moreover, it's us! cheryl, jeffrey, jimmy! =]=] nice frens to work with, tat's what fun is about!

alrightalright.
seeyou there TANJONG COURSE SENTOSA GOLF CLUB! it's SINGTEL CHARITY GOLF 2008!

oh sheesh, know what's hole-in-one? par? nearest to line, pin?

LIVEJOURNAL.
finally finally. haha, i had wordpress when i was away in Shanghai, China. But i didnt even bother to blog, was lazy to. Soon, 20days to go till the Philippines. Time is indeed very packed now, i need to know what am i doing. I'm not quite sure how long would I be staying there in Phils, targeted 2yrs... But if all goes well, it may be for good. If not, I'll be back for studies, cos no matter what, Im still bent on getting a degree. Joyce left me this friendster testi which made me cry, damn.

"hello hello chu neh!!!

been a long time since i call you tt and might be the last time..i miss every moment tt i haf spent with u from the beginning u dun like mi till we become frens, buddy, brotherhood which u left mi, depart for half a mth for ur IAP (which was like hell long month).and u come back. and nw u gonna go away. we must sae we are a gone through thick and thin buddy. in my heart dere always u..hope u too the same. and ur hug comfort mi alot through my difficult time when i was sad alone.a big thankz and misses. we gonna meet up on the 5th nxt mth whereby celebrate mabel birthdae..she gathering up u guys for club and gonna be ur departure gathering as well...i dunnoe wad to sae but this time round gonna be a fun night for all of us..and keep all these memory with u as we can web cam and when i earn my money i'll buy a tix and visit u with ur fav bagua

lovelove
joyce"

I miss tigerlive alot. after all, it do hold loads of fond memories which are all very dear to me. =)

Met up with Serene, Jiawei and Shuyi for dinner todayy. Delifrance, bad food actually, but thank Goodness, company was good enough to offset it.